Sunday, January 15, 2023

Rough Few Months

 It's been a rough few months. Relationships starting and ending quickly, work, observation after observation by my principal, and guys in my ward telling me I'm too old for them to date. 🙄 (As if I've never heard that before).

So, I've needed energy therapy more than ever because I've never felt not good enough more than ever. So here are a few thoughts and resources. 

Esther/Abraham Hicks is the master of positive thinking and a motivator on minding your own business about what other people think. I've felt the need to connect to God's love. I also need to focus on love for myself. In the scriptures, Jesus says that the first two commandments are to love God and then love your neighbor (as we do ourselves), but he gave a new commandment to love one another as "HE" loves us. The obvious thought is that we lay down our lives for our neighbor...but here is a new thought: that we love ourselves as God loves us, so we are filled with love and it can become an endless source of love for others. 

Anyways, here is a link to a video that I have been listening to each morning because it helps me see my trials in a different way. Instead of trials, I have contrast. I have the opportunity to think and create something different from what I have been creating. When I get too concerned about whether or not some guy likes me or not I can mind my own business. It doesn't have to matter. I love it when she says that when someone loves us, we can not care and if someone hates us then we can also not care. Because it's not about other people's love for us, it's about God's love for us. All others can fall off by the wayside. I no longer have to look to others for love. I can be my own source of love because of my connection to God, who is an endless source of love.

https://youtu.be/Bwr9b_KTmCA

https://youtu.be/W0oaH6KmEJ0








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